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well, if you read my last blog, then continue. if not, chek my page for the first one so that this one makes sence.
anyways, i talked to the bart fellow, i asked what he said and why. he denied saying anything of the sort. was acting nervous and scared and was freaking out basically. he RAN away after i told him to get out of my sight. in otherwords, this guy obviously shouldnt hav F.UCKED with a redhead. but i was being nice
and anyways, i decided to stress my point a little, and so i grabbed him in the hallways between classes, lifted him up off the ground with his back against the wall, and told him if he ever tried anything like that again, i would make him swallow his teeth. he whimpered and RAN away again. i laugh at this cuz again, the f.ucker is almost seven feet tall. talk about funneh :P anyways, the chik wont leave me the hell alone no matter what i do, so i figured i'd just keep talking to her, and maybe get back at bart. a nut for a nut i guess.. so i may hav fecked him over as well, which i really dont care whether or not i do. but i REALLY want him to give me a reason to beat him senseless. it'd make my day, and f.uck his

Tags: Lmao What A Kitty Lies And Deception

well, here goes my SECOND BLOG!!!!  lol. started out with humor to grab your attention..
anyways, i met this girl at a party a few weeks ago, and i got her number somehow. i dont remember, too drunk. and anyways, this friend of mine, bart, the host of the party, was basically trying to get in her pants. she has LoW self esteem, so she liked the attention. i started texting her, and got to know her, and she got to know me. we decided to go on a date last night, she said she really liked me, and was very nervous about the whole ordeal. and when i finally got to where she was waiting to get picked up, she even looked scared. but then i started getting her to become more comfortable, and she warmed right up to me. we were cuddling on the couch at my place, watching Van Helsing (i know it's not romantic, but we both liked it) and she grabbed me and kissed me and said "i have a good feeling about us, you know? i really do like you." and i told her that i had a good feeling about it too, and i liked her too. we continued cuddling, and alla that mushy stuff. and we got to the part where van helsing is telling that chik to be careful, and u can just see it coming, she wants to kiss him, and he wants to kiss her, but she had to make the first move. and she turned to me and said "u know what i hate about situations like that? the girl has to make the first move." so she basically just said  "dont be a douche, kiss me" and so i did. and shortly after that, she got a text on her cell, and it was bart. when she told him that she was goin on a date with me, he got pissed, and decided to wait until i was on a date with her, and then say to her this: "there is something about patrick that i have to tell you. he went around school telling everyone that he was going to do you on the kitchen table." which is NOT what happened. i told ONE person inadvertantly in a joking manner, and he listened in on the conversation. well, now she says that i have no chance of being with her, and that i'm an ah-noos and alla that. is she right? (oh, and btw, she pissed about the kitchen table thing cuz she did want to do it on there.) i do know why bart is doing this, because she gave him a slight bit of attention, and she wasnt going to have sex with him if he was dating me. so he had to break it up. and WHAT do i get for being the nice guy? UCKFAYED every time. (uckfayed=f.ucked in pig latin) so that completely uckfayed that date. some people are just uckingfay assholes. now, i have a reason to uckfay his day at school tomorrow, and put his nose on the other side of his face. i'm a decent plastic surgeon. all done by hand too. please tell me your perspective on this ..situation

Tags: Backstabbing Dates Bad Friends

well, i gotta get something off my chest.
something that is reeealllyy haunting my thoughts and makes me feel bad.
there's a good reason for me to feel bad, and i do deserve it.
i have an extremely close friend. like, sooooooooooo close that idk how the hell it got that way, but it just is. a connection. but anyways,
i keep hurting this individual's feelings, and i dont know why.
my friend does not deserve this, all my friend ever did was care about me. and i dont know why i do it, but i am repeatedly an ass to this person. who DOES NOT DESERVE IT. it's almost like i do it, but i dont realyze what i'm doing, other times it's intentionally to annoy just for fun. there are things about me that are seriously f.ucked up. i am not exactly mentally healthy, but that is NO excuse.
i just dont know why i do it, and i definately dont deserve another chance. i'm still perplexed at why i would do such a thing, i am usually careful as to not hurt people's feelings, whether or not this person's feelings are more sensitive than others that i am around, or i am just a major d**k i do not know. i intend to find things out, and make everything right again. for what it's worth, i want that person to know that i am so sorry, but i just dont exactly know how to say it..
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Tags: Pain Guilt Suffering Ah-noos