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Cluster F*** situation
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By:
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Wander214
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Mood:
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befuddled
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Date:
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12/25/2007 23:13:43
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Music:
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NIN - Bite The Hand That Feeds
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I have been in some pretty sticky situations before, but I think I have gone and got myself stuck in something entirely new this time. I suppose I should start with the back story, for without it my tale would make little or no sense. For a couple of months now my sister has been telling me about her new-ish boyfriend and how much she likes him. Being a rather protective fellow in regards to my little sister I am somewhat perturbed by this (for no reason other than that it is my sister), fortunatly for all involved he lives on the complete opposite side of the state so they have few oppurtunities to see each other (or otherwise engage in activities that would cause me to consider seriously maiming him). So far its all good and well. Then last weekend I give her a call, just to talk and she tells me that JJ (her boyfriend) has run away from home and is living out of his car in the same town I live in. I set aside my misgivings and tell my sister that he can come stay with me and my roommate until he gets on his feet and figures out a gameplan. All is well, for a while. The next day I arrange for my roommate to go pick him up and let him into our home. He hangs out for awhile, then leaves to first visit his car, then to visit my sister. I arrive home about an hour or so before he gets back from visting my sister. When he gets back we talk for awhile and decide to have a few beers. Overall it was a pretty fun night, and sometime in the wee hours of the morning I decide to go to bed. Later I learn from my roommate that JJ left for his car again after I had gone to bed, which somewhat angered my roommate because he stayed up (and evetually passed out) waiting for him to return. The next morning my roommate knocks on my door trying to rouse me, saying that some crazy shinola is going on. I have seen some crazy shinola go down in that apartment, and when my roommate says its crazy he means crazy. So I jump my still hung over ass out of bed to investigate this new craziness. To my surprise I see a strange girl sitting in our living room. My roommate tells me "Andrew, meet Chelsie, JJ's fiancee." Oh shinola. I lay down on the ground for awhile, then get up to get beer for everyone. After an hour or so of intense conversation, I learn that this girl has been with JJ for a little over two years and that they were engaged to be married. I also learn that she knew nothing of my sisters involvement with JJ, and that when she left her home with him she was expecting to come to the city and try to make a life with him and it was her he was going to visit in his car. Clusterfarted. Oh but it gets worse. After a few days of almost non-stop partying (it is the christmas season, and a few buddies are back from the Service) I come to learn that my sister is going to stay with this lying asshole. Clusterfarted. But it gets worse yet. My boss took off for California to visit family so this whole last week or so I have been at home while my roommate goes to his job. This leaves me alone with this girl and we get to talking. One thing leads to another, and now we are kissing and sleeping in the same bed (I have not had sex with her though!). Clusterfarted. But it gets worse. At first this physical and emotional relationship I developed with this girl was purely a matter on convience, and I thought nothing of it, it was like masturbation, except for the soul instead of the body, a patch of sorts that I placed no significance on. But as time went on I found myself genuinely liking this girl and desiring her companionship. Then the true kicker. I left for the holidays to be with my family and this whole time I have been gone I have thought about little besides her. Clusterfarted. Whoops. I think I have gone a done it this time, really gotten myself in a pickle that I am not sure how to proceed on. If anyone made it through this long rambling, advice would be most welcome, at the very least pray for my soul because I am pretty sure I will burn in hell for this one...
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