I have no tbeen around much at all lately, I check in now and then and thats about it...I want to apologize for leaving redhedd...I have so many things going on in my life right now that i kinda just had to step back and try to figure it out. I still don't have much figured out and I am having a tough time making decsions that are going to affect not only me but my kids and lots of other things as well.
I did fall in love with a long time friend....I didn't expect to. Its an amazing feeling. One I hope I never lose.
The other half of the story has moved on too....mixed feelings about that and I don't know how to feel. I know that everyting is for the best....just in a small way having a harder time dealing with it than I thought I would...reality is setting in, ya know?!
Sorry I am so vague...I don't want to go into many details, but i know that many of you know what I am talking about anyway. Thanks to everyone for all your kind comments and messages through the last few months. This has been one of the hardest things I have had to go through. Having to walk away after 11 years is tough.
Life goes on and thats what I am trying to do right now...its so hard.
Talk to eveeyone soon.
