I'm going to be taking a break from Redhedd for awhile, and all other sites I'm on. I'm having some marital issues...
Ok here goes.
For those of you who have been keeping up on my blogs, when Devins dad died last last month, he took it really hard. And I've been doing everything I can to help him out. But...ever since then..his anger issues have skyrocketed. He took a class on it, and it was like nothing happened. He got a nice certificate, saying he completed it, but it just keeps getting worse. He gets home, and yells. No more hugging...touching...nothing. Its gotten to the point where I look at the clock and go "2:30..shit. Wonder what i did now"
We finally came to blows tonight. I was crying, and asking him what I was doing to make him so mad.
"Nothing. You're the only one I can yell at that it doesnt matter. You can't fire me"
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So I start crying harder, and I tell him that he needs to figure it out, because our marriage is on the rocks right now. I can't handle being yelled at everyday when I haven't done anything. And he just stared at me.
I'll try and be back on in a week. Maybe give you an update or something. I love you all.